What a week. It started off with me experiencing a trigger to my old blueprint peptides. I quickly succumbed to the “see you can’t do this”, “see nothing has changed”, “I told you this wouldn’t work”. Then I avoided doing my daily exercises and service work for a few days. All the while, it was eating at me knowing I needed to be getting back to doing the work. It was a struggle, but by Friday I got back into the swing of things.
This was the first week that I missed several days in a row of most of the exercises, but my new blueprint kept calling me as well and that is why I got back to things on Friday. Something Davene said on this past Sunday’s call about her experience fighting her old blueprint and by doing this it was giving it power. That’s exactly what I’ve been doing as well. I want my old blueprint gone so bad, I’m fighting it and giving it power. From now on I will just accept that it is there, BUT I also know that the Law of Substitution is also at work and by staying true to the exercises and leveraging emotion, ultimately the old will be replaced by the new and BAM it’s over!
Friday I got my audio recording completed and man that felt really amazing to get it done. It took me a while to figure out how to get it all done, but I was committed to finishing it no matter what so that I could start including it in my daily routine. Refreshing to have yet another way to influence subby and keep the Law of Substitution working in my favor.